Balancing.

Hi World.

Something about today was just so off-centered.

Today was a weird.

It was bittersweet, but I can't put my finger on the paticular reason as to WHY today was bittersweet.

Maybe it was a combination of things.

I think I unintentionally tend to hold things in and bottle them up until the very last minute...

& then I'll explode over something completely ridiculous, like losing a pack of gum.

But this isn't one of those times.

I haven't been repressing anything lately.

Today was rather fuzzy, actually....if that makes sense.

There is so much to be happy for & I'm completely aware of that..

but I just can't embrace it.

I can barely grasp the concept, actually.

I feel fragile today..

It's like if someone were to touch me, even in the most gentil way, I'd probably fall over.

There was defenitely something....not necessarily WRONG, just off, today.

I can't describe it.

I'm not balanced.

It's like the scales have been tipped in a direction that I'm not yet familiar with.

Is it too much to ask for a simple explanation for what I'm feeling?

Or better yet, is it too much to ask WHAT exactly I am feeling?